I don't even know how to start now. Let's just say that I'm aware of the disappointments I've brought to everyone around me, including to myself and I have no explanations left as to why I did so absofuckinglutely badly this time round in my midyears. Hearing from my best friend how disappointed others are in me definitely felt like a tight slap on the face. I am awake now, but I can feel others annihilating their hopes in me. I know myself that I was too distracted, my mind was too into plenty other things I shouldn't have gotten myself affected with, at the wrong time. I know I spent too much time bothering in matters that were insignificant compared to studying - at that moment before midyears. It is only right that I'm getting these results back now - after all I don't deny that I really didn't spend adequate time studying seriously(except for SS and geog but what difference does it make now that I failed these 2 too) I know it myself how its a pain in teh ass to hear someone speak empty words to you over and over again ; you guys might lose/have already lost your trust in me and I don't want to make promises to anyone now either.
Too many thoughts in my head that I need to sort out alone.

"Its like I've never taught her before." -Mr S.

Will you still believe in me.?